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Im just righting to let off steam so dont mind. Its about my dad, and him taking away my laptop
And just when I was gonna start posting.
And he claims he's taking it for the WHOLE SUMMER.
Tsk, my ass. Ugh I hate this, I have to use the old laptop in the living room that's THE SLOWEST PIECE IF SHIT EVER!
And other than that, I have to use my iPhone and that shit doesn't do much -___-
I'm already bored enough, now I can't even do the shit I could do on my own laptop now because this asshole sees my room unclean.
I CLEAN MY ROOM EVERYDAY!But the ONE DAY I have an early doctors appointment at 10 am that I don't have time to clean it is when he decides to judge my room.....nice...
And to know that I was around to clean it, and STILL take my --
You know what I'm just done with it this point. Its not even about the laptop anymore. My dad just loves to be in control.
He will do anything to make everyone believe he's the man of the house and that we all should bow to him. I'll tell you a little story.
One time when he came home from work, he brought me and my siblings into the living room and scolded us for not following house rules like cleaning our own plates if the sink is empty, or cleaning up any mess we make.
Reasonable rules, right? Except HE DOESN'T FOLLOW ANY OF THEM.
On thanksgiving, I had to clean everything BY MYSELF. Shit took almost an hour.
And so now the kitchen is spotless, and the sink is clear. What does my dad do? Eats fucking more food leaves his plates in the sink without washing it. There was even some food left on it.
And another time, he fucking made a huge mess with his food and left it their for my brothers to clean.
I swear TO GOD; I hate him sometimes....no a lot, a lot of times.
He yells for no reason, he forced us to follow rules that he doesn't follow himself that everyone in the house,
He think he's the king, he thinks he's the boss man, or big daddy.
When infact he's was absent from my life for 3 years when I was a kid.
I just HATE THE WAY HE THINKS HE CONTROLS EVERYTHING!!
And that's why I'm mad about the laptop. He only did it because his ego wanted to show me that he's the boss and his rules go, no exceptions.
And my mom.....lord baby Jesus...
That's a whole nothing journal....
MMD hates me
So yeah I think after not even looking at MMD for almost 2 years, it has grown an insufferable grudge and thirst for revenge......
It wasn't able to even open on my laptop for days now, and whenever I tried to fix it nothing happened and I was just like "Of course the time I actually want to pay attention to you is when you decide to fucking destroy my computer wow ok fuck you"
So i took it best buy today and the guy said and...I'll be quite honest I wasn't exactly sure what happened to it but it had something to do with a program being blocked by my laptop's system administrator, who apparently wasn't me but my brother who made an account
MMD hates me
So yeah I think after not even looking at MMD for almost 2 years, it has grown an insufferable grudge and thirst for revenge......
It wasn't able to even open on my laptop for days now, and whenever I tried to fix it nothing happened and I was just like "Of course the time I actually want to pay attention to you is when you decide to fucking destroy my computer wow ok fuck you"
So i took it best buy today and the guy said and...I'll be quite honest I wasn't exactly sure what happened to it but it had something to do with a program being blocked by my laptop's system administrator, who apparently wasn't me but my brother who made an account
I forgot how to do this
So as I'm getting back into the swing of things I realized that after being away for this long that I actually forgot how to do anything.
Like do I just jump back in and submit some passable artwork or do I say what I've done the past 2 or so years or?........
I just don't know what to do first. I'll just do everything at once i guess so time to download MMD and PMD, then illegally download Photoshop and various other technically illegal downloadables....like music albums.....
I know there's only like 5 people reading so hello guys <3 Hope you're days been lovely
Hey
.............Heeeeeey guys.
What's the haps?
How's it goin?
Chillen? Cool, me too.
Me I'm just y'know.....doin' me I guess.
Finished my first year of college and uhh....yeah I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I mean I've learned a little bit more when it comes to writing stories and characters and stuff. I just don't know about things like careers or things like that.
I dyed my hair a few times, even went blue for a little bit so that was interesting. This one frat guy said it reminded him of Blue from Fosters so yeah there's that.
I'm turning 19 in a month and basically I'm not prepared for anything.
But I digress, summer's
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G'aw... my poor baby...
-//pets- Shh... it'll be okay.. You still have me. <3
-//pets- Shh... it'll be okay.. You still have me. <3